20072011.

2007-03-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

12:14am. all of the sudden, i just feel like blogging.

i felt like i can be a consuellor soon, real soon. i have learnt many things in life. we trusted one another and people began to tell me their secrets. that is really a sweet one. i really like the feeling when they tell me they have some problems and they shared it with me. AND of course, i told them i will zip my mouth too.
i have this friend, A. he is feeling super down now. i don't know use how many things or method to cheer the person up. but it seems like so diffcult. the person is not only physical being hurt, mentally too. i wish that i could see the person began to be hyper and talk crap with me again, i miss those days. friend A: i really hope you're alright ok! really, although you keep on telling me you are alright, you are not. girl sense!
i have another friend called B. this person, i would say funny ah. when something good happens to B, B will sms me and say: (: . but when the things didn't go well, B began to think a lot and says: :(. well, i just want to say that, you are thinking too much. really! haha. i believe with faith and by thinking POSITIVE, everything will go well, for sure! B: addoil ok! you can do it.

sometimes, i felt some people are really immature with no brains. i don't know. maybe god is putting me a test. a challenging test. well. but serious, i felt YOU ALL are really having a weird mindset. hey come on, so old already, it's time to wake up ah! don't be so childish already. PLEASE, for goodness sake.

it's 25 march 2007 and i'm losting my way.
life in plastic, it's fanastic.

2007-02-01T05:33:00.000-08:00

LAZYistheword.
i am so lazy to update my blog. the last update was like a thousand years ago? haha. anyway, just got the mood to update.
life in 2007 isn't fun.
STRESSistheword.
studies, chinese28may, art, syf. woah. luckily i still can manage it so not too bad afterall.
sometimes i wonder, 'am i going to the correct path?'
well, if god can let me pass through my N, i believe he will let me pass through my O provided i study. =)
hahahaha. today as usual, sing songs, crap in class, bully hairy and many more lah. i realised everyday we do the same thing. the first thing when we saw big S, we will like "hairy, too much hair." or not we will discuss with our friends "you got watch 7pm! the leo is so disgusting..." or not we will say "hey,sexy'stopic" which some of my friends know about it. LOLster. hahaha. this is so funny man.
well, had sectionals today. once in a blue mood, erwin: ^^. haha. members were also happy that he ^^ because usually he will give >:( face. my neighbour is so quiet again. but not too bad. we played the piece together and very fast. HOHO. that's so hilarious. anyway, sorry. throw temper to you. alright, saw the new sec one clarinetists. which is like 10? + 2? i guess erwin or the next SL is going to faint. haha, they are cheeky & dirty. but i believe they will continue to stay on and practise very hard!
alright, shall stop here. gonna bathe. see you =)

2006-11-23T07:32:00.000-08:00

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.
things are getting bad to worse. feeling super weird and kind of emotional. i really feel like giving up. REALLY. things are not the same anymore. worse still - i am in the middle of nowhere. it seems like my future route has shut down or should i say now my world is full of darkness. GOD, save me. why are things so different from last time where i can find my happiness and joyfulness but now, it seems like i only can find my sadness in it. i feel so uncomfortable. i don't want to come back anymore, i really feel like. i rather go other places and start a new envoirnment and apdat the changes. i really can feel that i'm in the middle of nowhere. i got no choice. the trustness* between one another has started to fade away. like what you say, things are different, people also different. i'm really so tired and sick of everything. PLEASE. i want my happy life back. i really want. i just can't go on with this type of attitude and sadness.
now, all i need to know that i left with half a year. after that, everything's over.

combodia people is coming back tomorrow. =) this 2 weeks without them is kind of quiet. friendship is so special.
cellgroup is having food fiesta and service got CCC band. great!
i'm going hong kong soon yet i can't feel the excitement at all. =/ i haven pack my lagguage and i haven buy my stuffs yet. hahaha.

how am i going to survive with only 100 sgbucks to hongkong? perhaps i need a little more sgbucks. =)
understand what i need. i'm not that kind of person who spend money like maddog. i do know how to save okay! it's just that we doesn't have the trust in it.

2006-11-22T07:07:00.000-08:00

yes! i'm back again. kind of lazy to blog. HAHAHA. hong kong here i come! oh man, i only received 100 sg for the hong kong trip, how am i going to survive? i gonna beg my daddy to give me a little more! HOPE SO! =/
this week totally booked! having so many practices and of crouse, i got two days to shop at sg before going off. =)wahaha.
cambodia people is coming back in 2 days time?
N results in less than 1month time.
YAY!

i don't feel the same anymore, really.
not only me but others do feel too.
i don't want to go back anymore.
i rather fail myself or i don't come back.

2006-11-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

this is not funny at all lor.
shut up.

nothing to blog nowadays, hmmm.

2006-11-05T02:52:00.000-08:00

i'm sick and tired of everything.

G O N E.

2006-10-30T01:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS GOH/SNG-LOONG HAU YEE! SWEET SIXTEEN=)
i just love hauyee's crap. she never fail to make me laugh. HAHAHA.

first day having our prep workshop =. had chinese streaming exams, my first time doing O level paper for chinese. the things are so different and worse, i don't understand the passage at all! got so many passages to read, can die =. i'm prepare to go to the last class for chinese. infact i like it. HAHAHA. after school, stay back with my friends... then headed to gourmet east kitchen [factory] with daphne to look for my job. well, i don't want to go back that place anymore and i'm not going to work over there! i don't know their place is for working or sleeping. clothes, bra and panty all over the place! so creepy. still got people eye-ing at you. i remembered i was finding the place then we walked past one group of guys and one of them asked me 'you want to go where?' so yucks, i pretend i didn't hear anything and we just walked away. haha. looks can be deciving so does the factory. =
n level/sixteen in 2 months time! you people should know what to do!

2006-10-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

hello people. it's 11:25pm and my eyes is half closing. i got long long time didn't blog already. nowadays something wrong with my blog/blogger, so kind of diffcult to blog. i just went to buy present with valerie. after awhile, valerie went home and adeline joined me. walk around parkway and talk non-stop. so in the end, we went home straight.
last midnight i called surina. keep talking non-stop all the way. afraid that my sister and mother will awake so got into my brother's room and talk. [he's not in singapore.] we talk until 4.15am this morning but i don't know why i still awake but no choice, we both still need to sleep because we got to make phone calls around10am.
well, this 4 hours that we chatted, i realised and know many things around me. i realised that many things is changing. from sec1 till now. all the happenings and how impurity am i. i take your word, i will be pure. but please give me time! it need time ok! HAHAHA. as what i say, life goes on. life is wonderful, challenging and unpredictable. you will never know what will happen the next moment. life ever-changing. all we need to do is SHUT UP AND MOVE ON!
i guess this 4 hours that i chatted with you,
didn't go to waste. =)

2006-10-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

can someone define the meaning of life to me?

life everchanging.

2006-10-21T02:15:00.000-07:00

you know what? i just woke up. which means last night i came home around 12, then i went to sleep all the way till 4pm, which means i slept 16 hours! wonderful.

oh dear, i teared so much yesterday.

hey, you got to be strong.

i have learnt a lot.

really.

2006-10-17T08:23:00.000-07:00

i think this week is kind of boring and tired. yawns! i don't know why nowadays i'm so tired that today i went home and had my nap till 10! which means i had my dinner at 10 to 10.30? it sounds more like supper than dinner. HAHAHA! anyway, i'm going to art museum/national library tomorrow. hope it will be fun! oh man, i'm going to change my number soon :( which means i'm going to lose my number soon, my favourite number! OH MAN! times flies but i don't fly! i'm still fifteen. aiyo. alright, N level results in 2 months time!
haze, go away please, very irritating, it's getting on my nerves now >:-

infact, i didn't lose everything. =)
after the 10 messages you sent me, i feel better now. THANKS!

2006-10-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

finally finished doing my blog and everything. kind of tired. HAHAHA. i won't be posting a lot, i'm just LAZY. HAHAHA. anyway, came back from school. i was having some performance? for the graduation day. well! the teachers look pretty and handsome! i just can't stop looking at them! [i'm not sicko, HAHAHA.] the food looks delicious but once i had a first bite... i would say ok lor. HAHAHA. before going to school, i met up with my section for lunch. but i don't know why once i reached long john and start to have my meal... i bursted out! oh man, i don't know what had happened to me. i just cried out. hmmmm, i really have no idea.
anyway, just want to say thanks to daniel for consolling me! HAHAHA, i really feel much better now, no wonder you are my long lost brother because we got link!

2006-10-13T19:48:00.000-07:00

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